Tuesday, March 30, 2010
I feel like I don't know who I truly am... I keep trying to figure it out; hang out with these people today, those another day, and more the next time. It is as if I am searching for myself through these other people. Am I really going to find myself by looking to others? I am guessing not... So, until I figure it out I need to steer clear. I seem to simply disappoint folks. I have trouble expressing to them why I no longer answer calls or respond to texts. I don't really even know why. Maybe it's fear of getting too close, being hurt... who knows! One of these days I will figure it all out, and maybe then I will be able to be a friend.